mmmm.... so, I got to talk to Javier. I had, like, multiple orgasms in 5 seconds. EVERY 5 seconds. Now I know that he's 25, he lives with his parents yet, he doesn't have a regular job, but he's looking for one and in the meantime he's doing some gardening on-and-off. He also dropped Economics on his second year (LIKE ME! WOAH! WE TALKED ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE. I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE HAPPY THAT I HAD ACTUALLY CHOSEN THAT CAREER), and he really loves motorcycles, and he's planning on buying a new one, one like my mom's!!! (he's got an old Zanella 50 now).

AND OMG!!! Adrian (whom hadn't seen him before cause he wasn't coming to practice) said to me "look at him! -like I hadn't, really- if you see him on profile, he looks a lot like the singer of The Killers" and I was all "NO HE DOES NOT! HE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE SPENCER, THANKYOUVERYMUCH" inside. Of course I didn't say it, it would have sound crazy. mmmm... yeah, crazy.

I'VE GOT A PIC OF HIM!! (well, it's actually us all, but he's the one on the left corner!) He's got short hair, glasses, HIS PRECIOUS TUMMY AND MILLION-DOLARS WORTH SMILE. He's also kind of blurry in the pic, but I'll take whatever I can get.




*dead dead dying* *is dead of horniness*

 I'm doomed. Like, totally screwed. There's this new boy whom looks REALLY REALLY a lot like Spencer Smith. And he's driving me INSANE. I space out looking a him and Walter keeps trowing me dirty glances. He's got the sexy beard (and he can also ROCK THE HELL OUT OF IT), really nice eyes (although they aren't blue), the lips, the physical complexion... but he's got a TUMMY!!! AND I WANT TO BURY MY FACE THERE AND NEVER LET HIM GO!!!! ARRRRGHHHHH!!!... and, the thing that actually caught my breath: HIS SMILEEEEE!!! I SWEAR SWEAR IT IS REALLY THAT MILLION-DOLLARS WORTH SMILE SPENCER HAS!!!! *dead*

 He's Vanesa's friends or something, and she bought him along for my viewing pleasure because he's a great tenor. He smiled at something and I made a very embarrassing, VERY orgasm-like noise that startled my friend. She was all "what!? what happened????" and I'm like *hides face in hands* "nothing, juts a little stomachache". SERIOUSLY!!!! I'M 19 GOING ON 13. FUUUCKKKK.

AND HIS LAUGH!!! ARGH!!! He needs to stop before I go really out of my mind and jump him right there, in the middle of practice. If he as much as glances twice at me, I swear I'll kick Hugo's good intentions and get it right on with him. I can't get him out of my head recently, I see him EVERYWHERE. Oh, btw, his name's Javier. I don't even know his age or last name, but I'm head over heels 'in crush' with him. I SUCK.

So... somehow I got into listening Nightwish live (the NEW Nightwish, Tarja-less) after like, a year or more of ignoring them because of new shiny things (namely, patd, fob and bandom in general)... I thought I was going to be "no way, this girl can't make the old songs work" but HOLY BUTTERFLIES, ANNIE!!!! I LOVED IT! More than Tarja!!! I think that this new girl (I'm ashamed to say that I don't even memorized her name yet) could have made the old songs work a LOT better than Tarja ever did. Just saying.

I always kind-of didn't like Tarja's voice... I think it's too... forced, for lack of a way to describe it. I don't know. I used to like it (back in the days I first started listening to nightwish, when it was SHINY) but then I grew up and listened to WAY BETTER singers and realized that Tarja's voice was, in fact, not that good. I don't actually think this new girl's voice is THE BEST DAMN THING ALIVE, but I think it's decent enough to make it work.

Normal week, pretty much. I realized I have a serious problem with my cigarettes consumption number. I've managed to smoke 5 to 10 gigarettes PER DAY! I'm going crazy (and money-less) -.-'' I know it may not be a lot, but before I used to buy a 20 and it lasted trough a week at least, 10 or 15 days, give or take. Now I have to buy a box every 2 or 3 days. INSANEEEEEE.

Mel keeps throwing her panties at me. What's a girl to do???? I can't even think straight (HAHA THE IRONY HAHAHAHAHA) when I'm close to her. We were talking about the normal "what kind of body-shape do you like in a girl" and she was all "ohh, like yours, seriously *wink wink*" YES MELISA, PLEASE DO NAUGHTY THINGS TO MY UN-SEXY BODY!!! Also, I went with her to a piercing parlor and she got a lip ring. A LIP RING. TO GO ALONG WITH HER TONGUE RING. I'M GONNA DIEEEEEE (this happened on friday morning, both the panties-throwing and the lip ring)

I've cooked some pretty yumi things this week, and I'm HIGHLY EXCITED because Walter makes it clearer and clearer that he wants me to be lead soprano. OH MY JOYYYYYYYY.

Oh! I got bitten by a dog the day before yesterday :'( it hurt.

So, I've been having like zero time to use the internet. I'm going into withdrawl.

I started my cooking classes, and between that, singing, practice and having a boyfriends who wants to spend time with me (and friends, of course, the best girlfriends ever) I barely have time to eat (some!), sleep, take a shower and, rarely, watch some tv.

Oh! I've finally craved and downloaded Pretty.Odd. Seriously though, I live at the ass of the world and the album hasn't been released here yet. I already put all the songs on my cell-phone, and I've been listening to them while walking all the way to-and-from cooking classes. I'll have a review ready later, maybe tomorrow.

So, that's it. I have classes again in less than 2 hours. I get out at 5, go directly into singing lessons, andfrom there to practice. I'll be back at 10, rougly. Heaven help me *dead*

mmm... I just had practice today, the singing lessons were cancelled :-((((

This saturday we have a wedding! YAY FOR WEDDINGS!! I love weddings cause we get to play the "Ave Maria" and I LUVVVV IT!!

Saw Hugo after practice, talked a lot... things are good, I think I like him more and more every time.

OH! and I started my cooking classes today!!! I'M GOING TO BE A CHEF!!! FUCK.THE.WHAT! *lol*

Mel came today and things were OK. I kind of thought we were going to be like weird or whatever (because, cmon, we ATE EACH OTHER'S FACES YESTERDAY) but it was really alright.  I swear, if Meli so much as tells me she wants to have something with me, I'll KICK Hugo and get it right on with her. Just saying, not actually hoping... well, who am I kidding, right? Right. Let's move on

It's late and I'm tired and I haven't practiced my zen yet today, so off to bed I'm. Peace.

So... last night I made out with my best friend. MADE OUT. WITH MY (GIRL) BEST FRIEND. I MADE OUT WITH MELISA!!!!  ASFHASIDNKJSNDLKUAOIUYELAIUHEMX ,VMBN<,BDBC..BKKJHKH1111111

I'm starting to have some serious thoughts about my sexuallity now. Cause I liked it! NO! I REALLY EFFING LOVED IT!!!

pst, she's a WAYYYY better kisser than any of my bf ever were. F.T.W. --FUCK IT!

SOOOOOO.... I have a boyfriend!!!  \o?

We agreed to officially date today, but we'll count since the first time we kissed, meaning March 26st.

He's kind of great, untill now a perfect gentleman. He's funny when he has to be, serious when he realizes I'm not jocking, and so on... he's not a "machista" like Pilo, nor a complete virgin like Maxi (we actually plan on having sex pretty soon, if things go according to plan). The only thing I could complain about is his kissing technique. mmm... yeah, he's not great or whatever, but... *hands*

I'm actually kind of... happy? to be dating him. I think we'll last... *shrug*

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
right here, with Hugo and Gus

2. Who will be your next kiss?
Hugo, I'm guessing... If things go as they're going...

3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
does fuchsia count?

4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
can't remember

5. Are you wearing socks right now?
nope

6. When was the last time you went out of town?
2 or 3 weeks ago

7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
no

8.What was the last thing you had to drink?
mate... still drinking it...

9. What are you wearing right now?
black panties, white-flowered bra, a tiny back short, an oversized t-shirt and flip-flops

10. Have you been in a car wash?
nope

11. Last food you ate?
A couple of crackers I stole from my mom

12. Where were you last Saturday?
yesterday? home with my friends

13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
no

14. When is the last time you ran?
last year, to catch the bus XD

15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
what's that?

16. What is your favorite class?
English.... duh

17. Your dream vacation?
journey around the whole world

18. Last 3 people's houses you were in?
mine, Walter's and Gust's

19. How old are your parents?
49 dad, 50 mom

20. Are you in love?
no

21. Do you miss anyone?
yeah...

22. Last play you saw?
mmmm... the "Resistiendo en Resistencia" play from Backstage counts? Tonolec....

23. What are your plans for today?
sleep in a little while

24. Who is the last person you commented on myspace?
none...

25. Ever gone to camp?
yes

26. Were you an honour roll student in school?
no

27. What do you want to know about the future?
Will I actually make it to adulthood¿?

28. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yeah.... kinda, sorta... mmmm....

29. Are you hungry?
all the time

30. Where is your best friend located?
a couple of blocks away, sulking

31. Do you have a tan?
hahahahHAHAHAAHAHAH... nope

32. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
neeeext...

33. Do you collect anything?
Yes, homoerotic fanfiction on my del.icio.us account

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
*proud* never

35. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yes

36. How do you like your drinks?
usually cold, unless I'm breakfasting

37. Do you like hot sauce?
no

38. Last time you took a shower?
yesterday

39. Who do you have a crush on?
Hugo, I guess??? Is it a crush if we're kind-of-doing-stuff??

40. What is your mood?
smoke-sick, hungry, tired, fucked up

41. Are you someones best friend?
I'll have to ask...

42. What's the last book you read?
"La Casa Maldita" by.... uh, someone

How old were you when you first...
Broke a bone: Never
Drove a car: 16
Kissed a boy/girl: 13
Got arrested: never
Got a job: 17
Lost your virginity: 14 roughly
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: 12
Drank alcohol: 17
Went clubbing: 17
Smoked a cigarrette: 13
Got a cell phone: 15
Did drugs: never
Had a pet: 6
Lost someone you loved: never
Gotten in any type of accident: never
Contemplated suicide: never
Had a crush: 11
Went to a concert: 18 (LOOSER)
Skipped school: never
Gotten in a fight: never a fits fight, but with my mom all the time
Got a computer: 10
Gotten really sick: 5


A Little Something About You
~About You~
Full Name::: Tatiana
Nickname(s):::  Bruja/brujita
Birthday::: 24/01
Birthplace::: Argentina
Current Location::: hometown
Dating Status::: single/inpursuitofsomething
~Looks~
Height::: 1.63 mtrs
Weight::: 75 roughly
Body Type::: chubby/fatty
Hair Color::: brown blond/chestnut
Eye Color::: green/changes with the weather
Skin Color:::pale-ish
Glasses::: yeah
Piercings::: no
Tattoos::: not yet
~Favorite~
Color::: fuchsia
Food::: candy
Drink::: coffee
Drug::: no
Candy::: see food
Season::: Spring
Flower::: dunno...

Animal::: penguins, cats, dogs....
Movie:::
Actor/Actress::: Russell Crow, Angelina Jolie, Jim Carrey, Johnny Depp
Book::: Allan Poe's
Band::: A bunch... right now, panic at the disco, fall out boy, my chemical romance, nightwish, evanescence, paramore, the hush sound, within temptation, 30 seconds to mars.... ETC
Song::: too many
~Can You~
Whistle::: kind of
Sing::: yeah
Dance::: no
Draw::: no really
Cook::: mmm.... kinda
Swim::: Yes
Do A Split::: ??? UH????
Lick You Elbow::: no
Wiggle Your Ears::: no
Cross Your Eyes::: no
Snap Your Fingers::: yes
Touch Your Tongue To Your Nose::: no
Play An Instrument::: no
Speak Another Language::: naturalmente
~Have You Ever~
Been In Love::: I don't know
Had Your Heart Broken::: no
Laughed For No Reason::: all the time
Been Skydiving::: nope
Been Bungee Jumping::: nope
Been Skinny-Dipping::: nope
Cried In Public::: too many times
Met Someone Famous::: yes! Tonolec one time, at a concert's backstage
Left The Country::: no
Been To A Funeral::: nope
Been Arrested::: No
Broken A Bone::: Never
Gotten Stitches::: Yes
Walked Into A Wall::: probably I just can't remember
Fell Out Of A Tree::: yeah
Been In A Car Accident::: YEAH *cries*
Drank Alcohol::: yeah
Smoked Cigarrettes::: yeah
Smoked Pot::: nope
Been In A Fist Fight::: no
Attempted Suicide::: no
Been Hospitalized::: Yes
Cheated Death::: no
Streaked::: no
Kissed A Guy::: yes
Kissed A Girl::: just a peek.... for now :P
Had Sex::: kinda counts? It totally does for me
Had A Three-Some::: maybe in the future
Watched Porn::: quite often...

Layers
Layer.one
Name: Tatiana
Birthdate: 24/01
Birthplace: Argentina
Current location: hometown
Eyes: green/various
Hair: brown blond/chesnut
Height: 1.63 mtrs
Righty or Lefty: more righty, kinda lefty
Zodiac Sign: Acuarius
Layer.two
Your heritage: German, Italian,Czechoslovakian , Paraguayan...
Your weakness: man-on-man luve
Your shoes you wore today: my "And well.... nothing" John Foos
Your fears: death of my loved people
Your perfect pizza: cheese and lots of ham
Goal you'd like to achieve: any band's crewmember/roadie/MEMBER
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! (9.30 am, Melisa's phone ringing)
Your best physical feature: hair and eyes, I guess
Your bedtime: anytime I can get
Your most missed memory: my friends
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Mc
Single or group dates: group
Adidas or Nike: neither
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappucino
Layer.five
Smoke: yeah
Cuss: all the time
Sing: yes
Take showers daily: Not everyday
Have a crush: kinda...
Think you've been in love: don't think so...
Want to go college: already went and left... so no
Want to get married: dunno
Believe in yourself: yes
Get motion sickness: not very often
Think you're attractive: kinda.... not really
Think you're a health freak: no
Get along with your parents: no
Like thunderstorms: nop
Play an instrument: no
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall: no
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
Eaten sushi: no
Been on stage: yeah  babe!
Gone skating: no
Made homemade cookies: no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: no
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
Been called a tease: yes
Got beaten up: no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married: ... ?
Number and name of children: hahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Dream wedding: ....HAHAHAHA......
How do you want to die: never?
Where do you want to attend college: nowhere
Dream job: any band's crewmember/roadie/MEMBER
Country you want to visit: Canada, Greece, USA....
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: doesn't matter
Best hair color: doesn`t matter
Short or long hair: better long, but doesn't matter much
Height: my height/taller than me
Best weight: chubby! or with a little flesh to grab onto at least
Best clothing: doesn't matter
Best first date location: doesn't matter
Best first kiss location: doesn't matter
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: none
Number of people I could trust with my life: 2, maybe 3 pushing it
Number of CDs that I own: 5 roughly
Number of piercings: none
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times my name's been in the news: hahaha.... dunno, none I guess
Number of scars on my body: can`t count
Number of things in my past that I regret.: I don't like to regret